Now that's disappointing. How could you care so much and they just don't care about you? How is it, you can be so blind? And then one day, you wake up and realize, the Plymouth rock is still in Massachussets, the sky is still blue, air is made our of nitrogen, oxygen, and whatever. And the facts are still the same. And this fact is still the same. Who am I to move the boulder? No. Screw it. I can move the boulder and work hard. I can. But I won't. Because there's more to me than this. There's more to life than this. But I take it as a learning experience. Now to only confront the problem. Bah humbug, the inner Ebenezer suddenly emerges this Christmas year. You know what though? I'm happy. I'm grateful to have survived. No more justifyng. Leave it be. "I have nothing to say, I have nothing to give" - The Strokes This semester went well. Finally finished with my business degree and trying to get it into a nursing program. So much to do. So little time. Also going on vacation in two weeks all the way to Tex-aaz. Vacation is much needed. Over and out, Jacklyn | 
